I give up

Oh gosh. Today I met up with F just to talk in between classes. We have been texting a bit, so it was good to talk in person for while. He looks so cute when he smiles...just an fyi. Only problem is that I'm pretty sure I made an idiot out of myself. What is happening?? I kept making stupid jokes...probably because I was nervous and insecure (about something in particular, but nothing serious) anyways, I probably wont be hoping for a phone call in my future. So sad. :(.